Saturday, January 21, 2006

Just some thought

HAha .. story back to yesterday CG ... I guess I just done some testimonies in a way to explain to Daniel bout the 3 wills, the God's will, the Devil's will and the free will. So .. Daniel just put up some examples .. and that is kinda complicated neway .. so I just gave my testimonies of my life bout how sure am I God will give us a way and not show us everything .. and so on ..

So .. basically .. this is how it goes for 1 of my testimonies, which .. erm .. Lydia or Meiyii mention is one of the thing we learn in Kingdom Keys .. "charge thru ur quitting points" (thanx meiyii for correcting =D) or something like dat, couldnt recall back.

After accept Christ back to year 1999, the 1st year was kinda ok ok .. but persecution is getting more and more and is getting worst and worst. Parents are making tons of noise, and everything just dun flow as well as I thought. Yet is getting bad. Then 1 day .. I was actually thinking of quiting Christianity. So .. I told this to one of my senior -- ChiaWen. I told her that I feel like quitting it.. .and she just told me "do u think Christianity is a club that u can quit and join whenver u want ?? " Sounds nothing .. but is really meaningful for me that time. So the following year .. I jus be patient and patient.

Since that day onwards, I learn to be patience and stand firm .. and yeah .. basically I just learn to charge thru when Im sad and depress .. I mean .. life is just like a roller coaster, ups and downs. If ur life is those kind .. wat u want and u get it .. is like so meaningless .. is like no challenging .. watever uwant u can just get it within a finger snap .. Sooner or later, u will lost the desire to win and achieve, and no nit to say bout having faith and trusting God, or even rely on God somemore. Coz wat u want U just got it so easily .. Life .. is just like dat. Is bout how fast u learn to get up when u fall. Is bout how u take those critics that points at u, is bout how u treat those ppl that try to stop u from winning. Is bout the will of choosing God's will and Devil's will.

God wants u to be a happy and properous person , but devil is the one try to rob u away from ur inheritance. That is a freewill for u to choose. God's will or Devil's will .. and Im sure u noe wat to choose.


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